Senin, 14 April 2014

Bidding Love ( chapter 4)

Bidding Love : Mitsurugi Kyo


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Yuki : "Kyo..?"

From now on, unless i say differently, you are not to leave my side, even for a moment

Yuki  : "what?"

Kyo lifts my dress to make sure that the gun hidden in its holster is still there, and then covers it again with my dress and removes his hand

Kyo  : "do not forget that you are my shield, my escort, my property, my thing"
Yuki : "...!"

Thing...This man's thing...Those words pierce my heart like a knife. Just a short while ago, i was a secretary, just a normal company employee..who put me in that auction as a thing, and why?i've been kidnapped, forced to carry a gun..it's all like a bad TV drama

Kyo  : "are you too good to answer me?"
Yuki : "i..i'm sorry"

My arm is pulled hard so that i sprawl on the car seat. He scowls at me as he brushes the hair out of my face. Abruptly, he laughs

Kyo : "it doesn't matter. i'll make it so that. you won't be able to do anything, mind or body, without me"

The tips of our noses touching, he whispers these words into my ear. The corners of Mitsurugi Kyo's mouth turn upward as he laughs roughly

When we enter the residence, i see that it is already midnight

Yuki : (i'm so tired..)

As the car drew to a stop, i had felt a sudden heavy exhaustion fall upon my shoulders. Vainly wishing to escape that oppressiveness, i sigh deeply

Maid : "welcome home"

A number of maids have come outside to greet Kyo as he gets out of the car

Head Maid : "would you like something to eat? perhaps a hot bath?
Kyo           : "i thought i told you that if i come home late, you're not to stay up and wait?"
Head Maid : "we are here to serev you, Master Kyo. it would be wrong to retire before the master"
Kyo            : "i said it was OK"
Head Maid : "that doesn't matter"

i didn't expect to hear such words from Kyo, who always treats me so abominably. Kyo sighs, and looks a bit harassed

Kyo            : "i asking you to go ahead and sleep. is that acceptable"
Head Maid : "as you wish"
Kyo           :"what are you looking at?"
Yuki          : "nothing.."

He suddenly turn to look at me. The slightly harassed look has disappeared and he regards at me with his usual sharp expression

Kyo : "don't just stand there"

Still, something seems slightly different than usual.. he looks away from me and enters the house ahead of everyone else

Maid : "Ms. Yuki, your room is this way"
Yuki : "oh, thank you"
Maid : "if you need anything, please let us know"
Yuki : "i will"

with a polite bow, the maid shuts the door softly, leaving me alone in the room

Yuki : "whew.."

I feel as though i am a bird in an open birdcage, trapped inside a large box. But there is no use in just standing around in a daze

Yuki : "i'm tired, but i think i'll take a bath first"

Maybe i'm still taking this all too casually, but i can't escape with the gun. i look around then open the door and look to the left and right before leaving the room. Just as i begin walking slowly down the left hand hallway..

Kyo : "where are you going?"
Yuki : "!!"

i jump in surprise at the voice behind me. i turn around swiftly to see the owner of the voice standing there wearing a nonchalant expression

Yuki : "w..what!?"

Inside, i'm unexpectedly calm, but my body hasn't gotten the message. As i fumble for words, i find myself steadily stepping backward

Kyo : "answer my question"



As i try to move away, he grabs my arm and pulls me close. until our hips are locked together. at some point, the hand holding my arms has become entwined with mine, and brings it to his lips

Kyo : "are you unable to answer?"

His tongue slips from between his lips, and he begin slowly licking my nails and in between my fingers

Kyo : "there must be punishment for bad girls who try to run away
Yuki : (no, no, i was just looking for a bath..)

His sharp eyes glaze over slightly, and his beautiful lips curve in a smile. i wasn't trying to run away, but o constantly have the desire to escape. At this insight, i am unable to speak. A while ago, i thought he might be a nice man after all, but i was mistaken. He's not nice at all

Yuki : "uhn..."

He continues to lick my fingers, occasionally biting down slightly

Question
if
please stop
i just wanted to take a bath

Yuki : "i just want to take a bath.."
Kyo : "i wonder if that's true?"
Yuki : "i can't escape while i have this gun, can i? if i do that, then the police will be after me too.
            i can't get away"
Kyo : "hmph, it seems that you do understand your position"

Kyo smiles in satisfaction, and then kisses the tip of one of my fingers

Yuki : "...uhn!"
Kyo : "well, i guess that's enough play time"

Kyo suddenly steps away from me,straightens his shirt and loosen his tie, and exhales shallowly

Kyo : "you are not  to leave my side without permission, even inside the house, i believe i explained that
          earlier"
Yuki : "oh.."

('from now on, unless i say differently, you are not to leave my side, even for a moment') i recall what Kyo had said earlier. looking tousled and languid, he grasp the doorknob of the door to my room

Yuki : "what? that's.."
Kyo : "i'm going to bed"

Isn't that my room?

Yuki : "uhm.. where should i sleep?"

Kyo removed his jacket as soon as he enters the room and throw it on the carpet covering the floor. At my words, he turns around

Kyo : "here. They told you that this was your room, didn't they?"
Yuki : "huh? but.."

Why does Kyo think he's going to sleep in my room? unable to wrap my head around this, i stand in front of the door blinking. Kyo is looking at me with an expression that says 'what else did you expect?'

Kyo : "Why do you think i got you that gun?"
Yuki : "why.."
Kyo : "to protect me, of course.."

Before i can grasp the meaninig of his question, he answers for me

Kyo : "how many times must i tell you that you are not to leave my side without permission?"
Yuki :"why.." ( not even for a moment..!) "i have to stay with this man, Kyo, for 24 hours a day!?...every moment?"
Kyo : "yes"
Yuki : "even when sleeping?"
Kyo : "yes"
Yuki : "...bathing?"
Kyo : "yes"
Yuki : (what should i do?)

i torn between despair and resignation, with my mouth still ajar, i just stand there

Kyo : "it's an update to our contract. you have to maek me fall for you, and you have to protect me. If you don't.."
Yuki : "if i don't...?"

what will happen?

Kyo : "ah, thats something to look forward to"

Kyo smiles, in a better mood than i've ever seen him

Yuki : "no way.."

i have to make him fall for me, and keep him from harm?

Yuki : (the hurdle is higher now that it was before..)

how can i protect a man when someone is trying to kill him? and if i dont protect him that means he'll be dead

Yuki : (no matter that he treats me like a thing, i still can't wish him dead)
Kyo : "well, that's not exactly all.."
Yuki : "!?"

i realize suddenly that he's now right beside me. His long fingers are once again lifting my chin up and he's gazing at my face. even tough i don't have a very good impression of him, i can't deny that he's very handsome. straight eyebrows and nose, clear, almond-shaped eyes fringed by long eyelashes, thin, well-formed lips.. he's handsome enough to be an actor on TV

Kyo : "your body is going to stick to mine, in more ways than one"
Yuki : "what? Ah!"
He pulls me into the room by one arm and throws me onto the bed. He climbs on top of me and pins me down by my shoulders. He doesnt seen to be exerting that much strength, but in this position, i am unable to move

Yuki : "uhn..!?"

Kyo hands begin stroking my leg, slipping under the hem of my dress, as he lightly brushes my inner thigh, a faint moan escapes me as my body reacts, and i gasp. i think that he is going to grasp the gun from the holster under my dress but instead he drops it onto the floor. where it sinks into the deep pile of carpet

Yuki  : "what are you doing..."
Kyo : "what? don't you know? let me explain it to you"
Yuki :"n..never mind.."
Kyo : "aren't you going to resist?"
Yuki : "even if i do.."

at these words, he raises one eyebrow and laughs deep in his throat

Kyo : "for me, a little resistance makes things more.. interesting"
Yuki : "uhn..."

His face is like taht of a malicious wolf. he tears at the place where people hurt the most, fanning resistance in those who have abandoned hope. i had given up all thoughts of resisting, but now all i can think of is getting out of here and running as fast as i can

Kyo : "accept it"

He touches the holster and then unbluckles that with a clinking sound, and drops it over the side of the bed as well. Then he lifts my skirt, and insert his knees under my thighs in order to raise my hips. He rubs my hip with one large hand, and then hooks his thumb under my panties. I refuse to say anything. i press my lips tightly together and close my eyes

Kyo : "shall we see just how long you can hold out?"
Yuki  :"uhn..!"

Kyo fingers, palm, lips, tongue are touching me everywhere

Kyo  :"it seems as though your body can't lie.."

He pushes me deeper into the bed, and covers me with his body then he whispers softly into my ear. everywhere he strokes me with his large hand, my body seems to burst into flames. its my own body, but now it seems to belong to someone else

Yuki : "wh..why..."

why are you doing this?

Kyo : "what are you thinking now?"

he dares to ask me that, when he's treating me just like a toy?i try to close my eyes and turn my face away so that i can't see him but his hand glides over my cheek and graps my chin, and his eyes pierce right through me

Yuki  : " ..."
Kyo : "is it something you can't tell me? how interesting. i'll have to make sure that you can't think of
          anything.."

His lips move to capture mine. He is so close when he speaks taht his breath drifts across my neck, and my shoulders begin to tremble

Kyo  : "come on, why not just accept this?"

His hand forces my legs apart, and boldly advances. He strokes the sensitive skin of my upper thighs, and then gently scratches my most sensitives and private area. My hands are clenched so tightly that they are turning white, and i am repressing all sound, and then Kyo flicks his nail across that sensitive area

Yuki : "ahn!"

My body arches uncontrollably, and a moan escapes me. Kyo is observing my reaction with enjoyment. He leans over and nips at my exposed throat

Yuki : "uhn.."

Yuki : "Ahh.."

A ray of light creeps between my eyelids, waking me up. As i slowly sit up, i turn toward the source of the light and see that sunlight is peeping through a small gap in the curtain

*Kyo : (it seems as though your body can't lie..)

Just remembering the night before set my body aflame. At the end, he made me beg for it..In shame, I grimace, draw my knees o my chest, and bury my face in the blanket

Kyo : "uhn.."
Yuki : "Aah?!" (wha..)

I hear someone breathing and talking in his sleep, and look around wildly. then i realize that my elbow is touching something

Yuki : "...."

Was he there all night...? I was completely unaware of this. As quietly as possible, i try to move away from Kyo. If i hit him with my elbow and wake him up, There's no telling what he will say to me

Kyo : "uhn..Aah.."

Listening to his muffled voice, i looked at his broad, beautiful back. His backbone is a straight line between his shoulder blades, and although his lower body is covered by the blanket, teher's no reason to think that it is not also nice. His black hair is sleek against the nape of his neckm and my gaze is captured by the shine of each individual strand

Question : 
sit still
get up
watch his sleeping face [+5]

I thinki i'll just watch Kyo sleep while i can. I can't resist the chance to observe this usually overbearing man as he sleeps defenselessly. But i do move far enough away that we are no longer touching

Yuki : (When he's sleeping like this, his face is beautiful..)

It's not at all a feminine kind of beauty. Its the beauty of a.. I guess you could say of a fearless man. It's like the beauty of an indomitable will, i guess

Yuki : (Lously personality, though..)

In front of guests, he smiles like a gentle buddha. But really he's like Enma Daioh, the judge of the afterlife. But...with his eyes closed like this, breathing softly in sleep, he's as cute as a child

Yuki : "He's like an entirely different person when he's awake.."
Kyo : "How am i different...?"
Yuki : "when you're awake, you're.."

Kyo asks this question in a sleepy voice, different from his usual tone without thinking, i start to answer, but..

Yuki : "what?!"

As i realize that something is not right, i exclaim in panic. Before i know it, he has grabbed my arm and pulled me back toward the bed

Yuki : "aahh!?"
Kyo : "don't be careless just because you think someone's asleep. you belong to me. You don't do anything
          without my permission"

I fall onto the bed with a thump. His arms circle me tightly from behind, and the heat of his body permeates mine

Kyo : "you do not leave my side.."

He must still be half asleep?His voice is huskier and sweeter than usual as he whispers in my ear, and my hearts beats faster. Even if he wasn't interested in the other person, I don't think there's a woman in the world whose heart wouldn't beat a little faster in this situation

Yuki : (this is not good..)

My heart is bounding as it beats faster. Afraid that he will hear it beating and discern my true feelings, i close my eyes tightly and then his hands, which were holding me tightly, slip further down

Yuki : "aah..!"

His hands begin their teasing descent, slowly travelling over sensitive areas still afire from last night

Knock, Knock

Yuki : "!"

The knock on the door echoes through the room, shocking me

Higashi : "good morning. Are you awake, Master Kyo?"
Yuki     : (That voice? it's Mr Higashi?!) wait a min..(he's not just going to come into the room, is he?!)

As i thought this, Kyo, still lying on top of me, turns toward the door and tells Mr.Higashi to come in

Yuki : "nononoonono!"
Kyo : "is there a problem?"
Yuki : "There's a big problem! i don't want to be seen like this.."
Kyo : "it doesn't bother me.."
Yuki : "it bothers me!"
Kyo : "you're too self-conscious. even if Higashi see you, he won't.."
Yuki : "i don't care what he would or would not do! i don't want to be seen..!"

Kyo looks at me with a cold expression as i lie on the bed protestion, my face bright red

Higashi : "excuse me"

Perhaps out of some consideration for my modesty, Mr. Hgashi does not enter the room immediately after being told to,but in the end, he is who he is, with no particular affection for me, and he enters boldly

Kyo : "what is it?"
Higashi : "i'm sorry to bother you while you're enjoying yourself. The maid said she felt a little awkward entering, so i've come in her place"

Mr. HIgashi doesn't look particularly sorry. wait, what did he say?

Yuki : ('The maid said she felt a little awkward entering..')

d..did she hear us..?

Kyo : "..enough small talk. what is it?"
Higashi : "do you want breakfast?"
Kyo     : "yes, i'll eat"
Higashi : "how about you, Ms. Yuki?"
Kyo      : "She'll eat with me"
Higashi : "yes, sir. I will wait in the dining room"

I'm sure the maid asked him to come. After the mechanical exchange, he bows deeply to Kyo, and quickly leaves the room

Yuki : (i don't think he ever looked directly at me)
Kyo : "...well, it can't be helped"
Yuki : "aah!?"

Kyo stands up suddenly and scoops me into his arm, which startless me into a scream

Yuki : "w..what are you doing?!"
Kyo : "taking a shower, then eating breakfast"
Yuki : "i can shower by myself!"
Kyo : "this will save time and its a pain when Higashi gets angry"

Kyo's words are mixed with a sigh

Yuki : (Could Mr. HIgashi be Kyo's weak spot?that's hard to imagine..)
Kyo : "let's go"
Yuki : "wh..wait a minute!"
Kyo : "if you struggle to much, i might drop you"
Yuki : !"
Kyo : "plus..if you use up all your strength struggling now, you won't be able to keep up later"
Yuki : "what..!"

He laughs meaningfully while gazing at me, and my face turns bright red

Yuki : (what is he planning to do in the shower?!)

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