sweet scandal : amasawa Kaito
'I couldn't describe this beauty. That's what i was thinking to myself. it is not beautiful, or holy. It just disturbs my hear..stirring up my feelings beyond repair. It makes me feel like i understand everything. I froze.. and you laughed at me. I couldn't help myself.."
Yuki : "..."
I'd made it that far before stopping reading the book. It was Mr. Amasawa's novel 'Taking Me to Heaven'. I'd felt like re-reading his novel. He was delicate, with a love of cleanliness
Yuki : "..Mr. Amasawa.."
If i closed my eyes..his face floated in front of my eyes
Yuki : (i'm in love with him. His face..his voice..)
His carefree expression. The wrinkles on his forehead. When he was angry and kind..
Yuki : "but.."
Mr. Amasawa was related to my work. I couldn't let myself get involved. We also live in two different worlds
Yuki : "...."
Plus, all he did was tease me. he just wanted to use me for his research to see how women feel
Yuki : "hmm.."
The more i thought about him..the more i felt i couldn't lie to myself. I needed to nip this in the bud before it was too late
Yuki : "it's hard, but i must hide my inner feelings"
Thinking about my resulting article.. i took my pen in my hand
Yuki : "Mr. Amasawa.."
Just writing his name mademe think of his face. My chest tightened. I had to visit him this afternoon for work
Yuki : (i must hide my feelings. Its my job, i must act properly)
i left to go to his house at the decided time. I looked at my notepad confirming today's reporting content
Yuki : (A phone call?)
It was from Mr. Amasawa. My heart pounded and my legs shook
Yuki : (i ned to be normal..)
I kept telling myself to be normal
Yuki : "yes?"
Amasawa : 'i'm going out today'
His words killed all my enthusiasm
Yuki : "b-but.. we were supposed to meet, and.."
Amasawa : "You're coming with me too. I need to pick up some necessities"
Yuki : (we are going shopping together?)
Amasawa : "what's wrong?"
Yuki : "nothing"
I tried to curb my excitement
Yuki : "And i can use it for my article? To show how you spend your free time?"
Amasawa : "all you think about is your job, huh? yeah, sure. Whatever"
Yuki : "thank you!"
We had gotten a little closer. Mr. Amasawa heard my sigh of relief
Amasawa : "..i take that back"
Yuki : "sorry?"
Amasawa : "what i said about you before"
Yuki : (huh?)
Amasawa : "you are good at your job. You work hard and you work well. i'm sorry for being so quick to
find faults with you. You did nothing wrong"
I wonder what face Mr. Amasawa has on now?I could guess. He would look angry, but his eyes would be kind. My heart filled up with love
Yuki : "thank you so much!"
His kind words.. I couldn't express how much..everything he had said hurt my feeling
Amasawa : "i'll see you at the station"
Yuki : "okay"
I'm so glad i tried so hard. I felt a strangely painful hapiness.
Mr. Amasawa was already at the station. He waved when i arrived. A nearby woman glanced back over her shoulder to get a second look at him
Yuki : (He really stands out)
I rushed over to him. He looked even more handsome than normal
Yuki : "sorry to kept you waiting"
Amasawa : "i just got here myself. Right, let's go, shall we?"
Yuki : "yes!"
There was a huge shopping mall in front of the station. We wandered around looking for his necessities. I made a note of the shops he stopped at..and the things that he bought
Yuki : "you bought so much!"
Amasawa : "i like to buy everything all at once"
Yuki : "you don't leave the house often? it's not good to stay indoors alld ay, you know?"
Amasawa : "oh, shush"
He was pouting
Yuki : (Oh, how cute!)
It had triggered a maternal instinct inside me
Amasawa : "oh, hey!"
Yuki : "huh?"
I was suddenly embraced from behind. He had grabbed me, as..i was about to fall into someone
Amasawa : "Be careful, you were about bump into someone. I know you are busy working, but look where
you are going"
Yuki : "s-sorry.."
he let go of me. I could still feel where he had touched me
Amasawa : "i know a good place to get a cappucino. Let's take a break"
Yuki : "while we rest, i would like to do an interview"
Amasawa : "sure"
He looked much kinder
Yuki : (This is fun! is it okay to have this much fun while working?his feels more like a date than
anything!)
Amasawa : "Hey, come on!"
Yuki : "y-yes!"
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